Do not take me wrong people, but I am only saying how I feel. I am so tired of being a good girl. What did I get from being a good girl? I got disappointments, hurt, betrayals and being played. I will never be a good girl anymore, I had enough. I was not pretending to be a good girl, but now that will have to change.
No player will play games with me and not participate. I am also ready for the game. I am more than ready. I will do whatever it takes to win the game. If it might happen that I don’t win the game, at least it must be a draw.
Why should I be good when there are no good people out there? I found Cape Town like this and I will leave it like this. I am not here to change the world. I take life as it comes.
I have learnt that to be a good girl sometimes is not right. You end up being hurt and wonder what you have done to deserve this. My happiness comes first. I am tired of putting some people’s happiness first. I only live once. If I don’t feel good now, when and where am I going to feel good? If I don’t protect myself, who is going to protect me? If I am not good to myself, who is going to be good to me? Life is too short I can’t afford to live with regrets.
dont let anyone change who you are, if you were born to be good girl be it, dont let anyone change you.
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